So I received this particular gem about a month ago.
Jen.Good evening. I’ve been an avid follower of your blog for some time. The dynamics you create with the men who serve you is something I find fascinating.I am particularly intrigued by the path you’re leading Sounder down, and what you’re doing with him. That dynamic is fascinating, and I enjoy reading about it, and the things you do to him. I understand that he’s never been penetrated by a man. If you don’t mind, I’d like to ask your indulgence while I illustrate a fantasy I thought I’d never have the opportunity to fulfill.I have always craved power and control over others. That craving, I’m sure, has had quite a lot to do with the level of success I’ve achieved in my life. But there’s something about sexual control that appeals to me on a completely different level. The idea of forcing someone to bend to my will is highly erotic. This idea has morphed over the years into a fantasy involving nonconsensual sex, of overpowering someone or rendering someone completely helpless and having my way with him. I am not homosexual, but for reasons beyond my understanding, this fantasy has always involved forcing myself on a man, rather than a woman.You’ve said that Sounder has never been penetrated by a man, and is reluctant to make that happen. The post he wrote very clearly illustrates his general mindset, and the way his reluctance and fear drive you to lead him deeper. Being in a position of leadership myself, this is something I can appreciate. So there is something I’d like to propose to you.I would like the opportunity to purchase his virginity from you, and use him to fulfill my fantasy. I will be staying in town for the rest of the week. There is a specific way I’ve envisioned this, but of course he is your sub and it’s open to negotiation.I would like having him brought to my room, blindfolded, with his hands tied behind his back, fully clothed. I would like to forcefully remove his clothes, so he would need a second outfit to wear. And of course you’re welcome to be present through the whole thing. I know you value him and want to make sure your property isn’t harmed. To that extent, I also have recent medical records I am willing to show before I touch him, to prove that I am drug and disease free.Once his clothes have been removed, I will proceed to penetrate him. You’ve said a couple times that he is very strong, so it’s unlikely I will be able to overpower him without him being bound. Hence the reason for having his hands tied behind his back. But that’s not to say I wouldn’t want him to struggle at all. A large part of what draws me to this fantasy is the aspect of penetrating a man against his will. Souder will be welcome to struggle just as he would if this wasn’t a controlled, planned event.I don’t have much interest in his mouth. If you want him gagged that’s fine, although I would prefer him not to be gagged, and able to say whatever he wishes.I a businessman, and I of course would never expect something for nothing. I would be willing to pay you for the use of your sub, and for his virginity. I’m willing to pay $250 for it, up front of course. And after I’ve finished with him, I will leave the room for a time, to allow you to help him recover, and take your time in leaving. I’m unfamiliar with the protocols for aftercare, but understand that it’s important and should not be neglected, particularly after intense sessions like the one I’ve described.Please respond at your convenience if this is something that interests you. I would like to thank you for your time and consideration, and wish you a pleasant evening.Regards
The idea was an intriguing one, but I told him no and didn’t give it much thought.
Until yesterday, when it came up in conversation with Sounder. I told him the gist of what this gentleman had been looking for.
Those of you who were clients of mine in Alabama can definitely understand why that price was so insulting. I charged $200 for a session. Just a regular, plain session. Why would anyone think I’d give up something far more valuable for only fifty dollars more?
I told this man that I wouldn’t even consider something like that for so little, and that I was shocked at his nerve in suggesting it. Sounder’s virginity for $250? Are you kidding me?
That’s like asking to buy the Mona Lisa for a few thousand dollars (it’s worth almost 800 million, in case you were wondering… I kinda have a thing for da Vinci). You’d be laughed out of the country for suggesting something so ridiculous.
And really, Sounder’s virginity is a valuable commodity. He’s never been penetrated by a man, he doesn’t want to be penetrated by a man, but his desire to please and obey me overrides his reluctance.
I can see how that would give a man with a rape fantasy a unique opportunity to fulfill a fantasy he would not otherwise be able to fulfill. Sounder is about as close to “unwilling” as you can get without crossing the line into actual nonconsensual sex. It’s about as close to realism as you can get without breaking any laws or violating any moral code.
I get that. As a lover of consensual nonconsent, I adore situations where a boy is forced to do things he doesn’t want to do. I have my own rape fantasies, and my favorite porn videos involve (believable) roleplay rape scenarios.
So I get it. I understand the appeal. And, for this gentleman, I can even tell him why he wants to force himself on a man, rather than a woman.
It has nothing to do with your sexuality. It’s a dominance thing. It’s an alpha-male thing. Especially for someone who craves control and power, what more effective display of power is there?
Gay, straight, or in between, it doesn’t matter. The attraction to this kind of fantasy has nothing to do with sexuality. It has to do with dominating another man. It’s the ultimate display of dominance.
I’ve known a couple of straight or straight-ish Doms who owned male slaves. When I first met a man like that, I didn’t understand it at all. Why would he own someone he’s not sexually attracted to? Why, if he’s not gay or bi, would he choose to own men, rather than women?
He explained the dominance, and the way he views D/s. For him, he would never dream of Dominating a woman. In fact, he was married to a Domme, and while he was in no way her sub, she more or less ran things.
For him, it was an alpha-male thing. He explained that there was no greater feeling in the world than forcing himself inside a reluctant man, making that man accept him. He was brutal with his subs, and regularly fucked them raw, ruthlessly held them and just pounded his cock into their mouths, he often went ass to mouth, he completely and utterly violated them and degraded them.
It was fucking awesome. And it made me extremely jealous that I don’t have a penis. Even now, imagining Sounder being brutally violated that way by a man makes me jealous I don’t have one, and can’t do it myself.
Oh, but don’t get me wrong. Watching him being used like that by another man will be indescribably hot.
So I get it. I know that attraction, I can relate to that attraction. I can understand the appeal of a man like Sounder and the unique opportunity he represents.
But $250? For Sounder’s virginity? Hell fucking no.
He has never had a man inside him. Ever. In his life.
The very first moment that a man pushes the tip of his cock into Sounder’s hole, that will be gone forever. You’re only a virgin once. Only one man on the planet is going to be able to take Sounder’s virginity. And if I’m going to give it to a stranger, it damn sure won’t be for $250.
I have expensive tastes, ladies and gentlemen. And I have a boy on the other side of the country who misses me.
There’s no way I would sell something as valuable as Sounder’s virginity for that little. And it is valuable. Once he loses it, it’s gone forever. He will never again be able to say that he’s never been fucked by a man. For the rest of his life.
But I do know that just because something is valuable doesn’t mean that it’s in high demand. So I’m curious to know what the demand for a reluctant man’s virginity is. Is that something many men would want? Is it something they would pay for?
It’s definitely interesting to think about. Very intriguing.