The Nerd came over last night. And holy-fucking-glow-in-the-dark-ass-implants, Batman.
I knew this was his first time, and that he was nervous as hell, so I decided I was going to completely capitalize on that nervousness. I wore my black thigh-high stockings, a sheer, thigh-length camisole, and my black over-bust corset over that. With black pumps, of course.
I looked damn good. And scary for a new sub, which was an awesome bonus. Kazander certainly approved of the way I looked.
It was adorable how eager the Nerd was. He got here and I immediately brought him into the bedroom and told him to take off his clothes. So he was standing there, naked, and rock-hard, hairless, and trembling.
And I already knew he was cute. But seeing him naked, I was reminded that he’s actually really good-looking. Slender, but not scrawny, around my height (he was actually a smidge shorter than me, but I was wearing the heels), with black hair and a sweet, innocent face.
Yes please, and thank-you-very-much.
I made him stand there for a minute, while I walked around him, inspecting my new toy and loving what I was seeing. He shuddered a bit when I ran my nails down his back, over his butt, and when I reached lower, to tease his asshole a bit, I heard that soft gasp that I love so freaking much.
I made him bend over and teased him some more, alternating between playing with his ass and his balls. Really, all I wanted to do was grab him by his hair, pin him down on the bed, and fuck him brainless with the strapon, but I knew I had to take things slow.
And I knew the strapon would be too big for him. It’s not for beginners, and especially not for virgins. So that would have to wait.
But still, I had a wide array of toys I could use on him, and I was excited about it.
I have one of those under-the-bed restraint systems, so I had him lie on his back, spread-eagle, and tied his hands down. I didn’t cuff his ankles, because I needed them up and bent, so I could get easier access to his ass. I decided not to blindfold him yet. No, I wanted to see his face when I took his virginity.
First, I just slid a lubed-up finger inside him. He held my gaze as I fingered him, moaning softly and squirming all over the place. He was so tight, it was unbelievable. I’ve gotten so used to kazander, who is well acquainted with ass play, it was actually a little surprising, how much tighter the Nerd was.
I fingered him for a bit, using my other hand to edge him a couple of times (the first of many), then switched to the vibe he bought when I took him to the store.
It was bigger than my fingers, so I needed to go slow. I lubed it up well, positioned it at his entrance, and started easing it in.
I can’t lie… There was a big part of me that just wanted to ram it in, to completely and utterly violate him, to absolutely degrade him. The temptation was strong.
But I want him to enjoy anal. I want him to enjoy and crave being filled, being fucked, being used. And with what I knew of his personality, I needed to go slow with him to achieve that goal. I needed to be gentle.
So I was. I slid it in slowly, giving him time to adjust. He was breathing hard and gasping, still moaning and squirming in that delicious way of his. Finally, it was all the way in, and I started caressing his chest and stomach, giving him a moment to get used to the fact that he was being penetrated for the first time in his life.
And the look on his face as he looked up at me, the vulnerability, nervousness, desire, pain, humiliation, and trust there, was insane. I was already dripping wet, and we were barely fifteen minutes into our play.
Then, after a moment, I reached down and turned the vibe on, setting it to a medium speed. And his reaction was priceless. His eyes widened, he gasped, his whole body tensed up, and he started writhing slowly on the bed, grinding his butt into the mattress.
He wanted to be fucked.
And who am I to deny such a sweet little thing what he wanted?
So I gripped the end of the vibe and started fucking him with it, pushing it in as far as it would go, then pulling it almost all the way back out. I went slowly, letting him savor the experience, letting him savor the sensation. It was a long, slow, thorough fucking, and he was going nuts.
After a few minutes, I left the vibe to continue whirring away inside him, and turned my attention elsewhere. I put on my vampire gloves and ran them across his chest, ribs, stomach, and thighs. Mostly, I was gentle with them, but of course there was the occasional slap to his thigh, or reaching down to cup his ass cheek tightly, or pressing a fingertip to his nipples, balls, or shaft.
Next came the Whartenburg Wheel, which got some nice, shivery reactions from him.
By this time, he was actually getting pretty overwhelmed, and I had to remind myself that he’s completely new, completely inexperienced, and while he wasn’t a total virgin, he hadn’t been with a lot of women, either. I needed to take things slow. What kazander and I would consider a great warm-up was about all he could handle.
So I didn’t take it much farther than that. About an hour after we started, I grabbed my vibrating wand and held it to his dick, while turning the vibe inside him all the way up, as high as it would go.
It took less than a minute. He came all over the place, and I gently pulled the vibe out of him, handed him a towel, and gave him some time to recover. It was his first play session, and his first experience with the sub drop that sometimes comes afterwards, and seemed a little worried. I explained that he’d just pretty much exhausted his body’s supply of adrenaline, endorphins, and seratonin. It’s normal to feel a little “off” afterwards.
So I sat with him for about twenty minutes after the session was over, just chatting and letting him recover. Once he was feeling a bit more steady, I walked him out, gave him a hug, and sent him on his way.
And I’ll have to be honest, I was half-expecting to run damage-control with kazander after the Nerd left. It had been my first time playing with another sub since the very earliest days of our relationship, and while we had both talked about it, and agreed to it, I didn’t know how he was going to react.
So I was prepared for anger, or hurt feelings, or jealousy, or anything like that.
Instead, when I approached him on the couch, he leaned forward, grabbed my panties in his teeth, and pulled them off of me (I should say, I was ridiculously wet at this point, and the panties were soaked).
Well, okay then. I can definitely work with that.
I took my cue from him and grabbed him by his hair, pulling his head back and shoving the wettest part of the panties in his mouth, making him taste it. I leaned over and whispered, “How does it feel, knowing it was someone else who got me this wet?”
He didn’t answer with words, but his dick jumped immediately to attention, and he melted into that mushy, squishy pile of subby goo that I love so much. He and I played for a bit, and he gave me oral, and then we went to bed.
It was a fucking awesome night.